I'm on the edge looking down...
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Original: 2/3/2007 8:09 PM
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Saturday, February 03, 2007

an epiphany...

 it's late.

It's been a long day.

And you are walking home along a sidewalk you are quite familiar with.

The cold wind stings your face and all you want to do is put your head down and get home, where its warm.

To your left you hear someone singing.  You look over only to see that there is a homeless person who seems to have made his bed over the steam vent between buildings.  Most likely to stay warm. 

For a second you are tempted to look past him, and leave him to his singing.  Just write him off as one of those poor people just trying to entertain himself, and probably doing so by annoying those who pass by.

But on second glance you realize that this isn't just any homeless person, this is Paul.  You've talked with him before, you've shaken his hand, you've looked into his eyes.  He's your friend.

You walk over to him, shake his hand, and ask how he's doing.

You know that he's struggled with heroin and alcohol, but is in the process of trying to get clean.  He has even told you that is why he is on this side of town as opposed to where he normally "resides";  to stay away from the temptation that comes with what is familiar.  He says he's staying clean, but that its hard.  You do your best to encourage him, try to identify with the struggle, but deep in your heart you know you can't.  You have no idea what kind of life it is to live on the streets, let alone what it takes to do it sober. 

But you do what you can.  You buy him a cup of coffee and encourage him to keep warm

... and to keep singing.

As you walk away you don't seem to mind the sting of the cold as much as you once did, your mind plagued with a question...

You've heard a lot of talk of social justice, of the fact that Jesus loved the poor, and so should you.  You've even volunteered some time to do your part.  But for the first time in your life the label of the "Poor" fades from your mind and all you see is Paul, your friend, sleeping over the steam vent in between buildings to stay warm.  And you are forced to ask yourself the question you never wanted to...

"What am I going to do about it?"

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That's a really hard question.

I'm sad that I won't be back to Boston this year.

Posted 2/4/2007 5:10 AM by alreadyforgiven - reply

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Wow!  And Father has trusted YOU with Paul!  What an honor.
Posted 2/4/2007 7:32 AM by rejoicewithjoyce - reply

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let's see.

my reasons for not returning, although I'd really like to..

1) CCH is not taking a trip back.  They are taking 2 trips to Dallas for 2 different projects.

2) My friend from Norway is returning to the states the same week as Spring Break and I have not seen her in 3 or 4 years.

Those are my only 2 reasons, but they seem to be reason enough.  How are things going in Boston anyway?  How's nathan?  And Tim and his family?

Posted 2/6/2007 4:59 PM by alreadyforgiven - reply

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The "wallpaper" here always makes me think that Ryan and Matt are at a bar!  :?)

We miss you Bobby!

Posted 2/14/2007 5:17 PM by rejoicewithjoyce - reply

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I miss you Bob and I really wish you were here.
Posted 2/16/2007 8:27 PM by AngRenee - reply

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wow. well written. good stuff. just taken a stroll down xanga lane. have't been here in a long while. glad to come across this...
Posted 2/17/2007 11:12 PM by blew_spot - reply

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thanks for the Boston comment. it made me smile.
Posted 3/2/2007 12:59 PM by alreadyforgiven - reply

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I am floored yet humbled...I don't know if that could be written any better.  I know I am behind in reading blogs, but what timing for me to read this.  One of my organizations biggest tasks and struggle these past few weeks is to combat "perception" of homelessness.  Thanks for sharing and I pray for more to have an epiphany.

Ryan N

Posted 3/14/2007 1:30 PM by nonnemaker - reply


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